Last Boat to The Disappearing
This is the complete frame for the story I want to tell. Thematically I am displeased with myself, but at least I got this out of my system.
FLAMBIES: Zombies Aflame.
"I just needed to get some fresh air. Away from him. He just never stops."
"Yeeeah," says Samantha, elongating and trailing her words with a sigh. "Can't we just have a conversation?"
"Exactly. Enough staring into a computer screen, Jesus Christ."
The
cold punctuates their words. As they push the words through the air,
so exits warm moisture. It is the driest, coldest November for the
region. On the West Coast, this is especially prevalent as wildfires
encroach ever so slowly from the southern tip of California, north and
east. It is on the news nearly every day, but neither of these
individuals are aware of it. Miles away, the all-consuming fire is of
little consequence to them. So, so far away.
"I should
really get going," she says, annoyed at the presence of Jake, their
mutual friend, who is on FACEBOOK, a company that poses to "connect
you" and make you "closer" to your friends, when really they're selling
something out of the back. That something is your information. When
you list information about yourself, it is leased to the highest
bidder. Once that happens, FACEBOOK allows the advertisers to link ads
to your login, specifically targeting you. Jake is still on FACEBOOK,
having his soul siphoned out, hours after they leave.
"Alright, yeah, I've really got to get up early anyway," she adds.
Cabel and Samantha put their cigarettes out together, both having
finished within exactly two minutes-- inhaling an entire cigarette,
burned.
Scuttling
"So, you still
haven't told me why we're here, Fisher. Or why I couldn't come the
first time," Kristopher hisses through his pearly teeth.
"Ampulex compressa," Dr. Fisher responds.
"The wasp?"
"The wasp."
"What about it?"
"It evolved in tandem with roaches-- developed a toxin that it injects
into their brains. Inducing the toxin makes the roaches follow a scent
back to the wasp's nest, where it becomes an incubator for the wasp's
eggs, who hatch and eventually utilize more roaches for procreation."
"Well, we're not going to find any wasps in a dark cave."
Dr. Fisher grins with crooked yellow teeth. He cuts at the skeleton of a Fuji with a rusty knife.
"That's disgusting." His friend and more formally apprentice,
Kristopher, sits on a damp mound of granite. Staring in concern for
his mentor, not friend, he iterates his point, adding, "You're going to
get lockjaw or something."
Dr. Fisher uses the force of a
thumb opposite the rusty, though sharp blade, sliding it toward him.
"You know nothing. Apples are good for you, clean out your teeth. And
I'll be fine."
Kristopher continues to stare, annoyed. He sighs
and looks up at the sky of rock. A drop of water drips. Drips right
into his eye. Putting up with moments of eternity, Kristopher reminds
himself this is worth it. Misery and his mind wander to gold
watches and beautiful women. "You know, we should probably be doing
work. You've been carving for thirty minutes."
"Twenty-six,
and what's your hurry? I could cut this forever, given the right
sharpness. You can always get smaller pieces, if you understand how.
We need to understand how to find what we're looking for. And we'll
find it when we find it."
Kristopher begins a retort, but the
air is knocked out of him, as the granite stump gives way to his
weight. Dr. Fisher rises cautiously. His understanding of caves
shaken, just not as much as Kristopher's.
"What the fuck?!" Kristopher belches angrily from within a sunken rock formation. "That is not supposed to fucking happen. Is this one of your tests, one of your tricks... I am so sick--"
"Wait!" A scuttling noise echoes, and Dr. Fisher continues over
discontented whispers from Kristopher, "Do you hear that?"
Kristopher's hands push down on the outer rim of his accidental rock
fox-hole, and he pauses.
"Yeah. I do. What is it?" he whispers, calmly excited.
"It's what we're looking for."
Dr. Fisher turns his helmet-light to full and Kristopher is blinded.
He returns the favor, but Fisher is already creeping down to a nearby
pool. "In there," he says, pointing through a hole in the wall.
"What about in there?"
"You're climbing in there."
Normally one for confrontation, Kristopher trades his grief for
anticipated glory and fortune. He begins to move himself forward in the
crawlspace to the pool. He promptly sticks himself the wrong way, and
can't move forward.
"I'm stuck!" he yelps. Frantically
shifting his weight, he continues, "I think I can get out, but I can't
go forward anymore"
"Wait! What can you see?"
Kristopher
stops panicking and remembers the new car he needs. "Just a wall." He
turns his head. The light moves with him, panning the wall. Outside
of the hole, Dr. Fisher paces. Bites his nails.
"Anything
yet?" Fisher ponders aloud. Before Kristopher responds, Fisher gets
his answer. Light beams outward from the hole, enveloping Kristopher
and startling Fisher. He shields his eyes and asks Kristopher if he
can see it.
"Yes," he breathes, "it's beautiful."
Consumer
Cabel's iPod boombox blankets the noisy television in the next room,
blasting her favorite song. The speakers, busted, screech during the
higher pitches, while the Media makes hopeless attempts to educate
Cabel. From across the kitchen, she sees shocked eyes on gaping
anchor-faces, and thinks little of it. Shit happens every day. Every
day, shit happens.
Bing, microwave ravioli is done. She
reads the nutrition facts. Fourteen grams of protein, Eight-point-one
grams of sugar, and Two-thousand-nineteen milligrams of sodium. Eighty-four percent, she reads and thinks, Oh well, it's been worse.
Years ago, when Cabel is fifteen, she fails a drug test for the last
time. Unable to tolerate it any longer, her mother kicks her out of
the house, changes the locks, and nails the windows shut. For the next
week, Cabel lives in a neon-pink and yellow Fisher Price tent in the
woods. The forgotten woods between a new apartment complex and ancient
rail-road tracks. The sewer water leaks through to the creek, and she
lives off of fast food. Her friends tell her she looks pale and
malnourished. Three things go through her fifteen-year-old head: 1) Burning
those effigies of my mom in the back yard with my friends, our little
arms beating it with lead pipes and sticks, seems retroactively
justified. 2)Maybe I should quit smoking pot. 3) Maybe I should quit getting caught for smoking pot.
She never quits. She is high right now, in fact.
Her Crest-whitened teeth take their first bite of the faux-violi. If
it's better than it was, it's best. She lowers the volume on her boom
box and catches the end of shocked words from a shocked mouth, "Our
prayers are with the missing Dr. Bernard Fisher and all of those
suffering in California." Cabel straddles her couch, flipping her left
leg over. She carefully lands on the cushions, facing the television.
She thinks about Dr. Fisher missing and is, inexplicably, unable to
cry as the news fades to commercials. Pushing her lack of empathy to
the back of her mind, she turns the volume up. Cars overpower cheetahs
and horses, victorious, even, over Earth itself. Medicine cures the
minor and embarrassing-- backaches and heartburn, flatulence, anxiety
and confidence issues. Lose weight, follow our god, monitor your
neighbors. Beware. A cyclical tale of kindness shows last on the
screen-- everyone seeing everyone else lend a hand, and everyone
continuing the cycle, until it returns to the first person. Some music
accompanies it and then the logo of a large company fades in and it
says, "We care about you." Cabel begins to weep uncontrollably.
The news returns, ending the commercials. The ads continue, with a
voice conditioned to sell ideas. "Now we return to our story on why
breastfeeding may be harmful to your child."
Later that night, she rolls a spliff and smokes it out of her bedroom window,
alone. Off in the faded black, she hears a train and thinks of
her father, who used to take her to chase and photograph trains when she was younger, back before he left her mother. A wailing
metal ghost groans, for it is inclined to keep going in one direction,
forced to remain on a set path. The conductor of the ghost pulls its
vocal chord, and it lets out a smaller and smaller call. And then,
when she can no longer hear it any more, off in that dark distance, she
tries to cry. She tries so hard, because she feels that it means so
much. So much now that it's gone. And it's gone.
Flambies
John
Goh lies face down at the foot of the forest. His skin, stripped from
his body, oozes out from under his retardant yellow fatigues. The
hair on his body burns, emanating a bad smell, and no one but the
trees, engulfed in cones of fire, claim witness. John's mind painfully
wanders to the edge of sense, and he passes out, dead and still
burning.
Earlier, John tells his compatriots of
Buddhist Monks who, protesting the Vietnam war, doused themselves in
gasoline. They lit matches and sat, lips sealed, burning. Like that
guy who loads his shotgun and goes down to the ashes of the twin towers
and hops the fence, John says. Wearing a sign that details why he is
about to do what he is about to do, he positions the barrel against his
throat and pulls the trigger, splattering himself on the grave that
launched a war.
John and his group of firefighters get off of
their transport vehicle and gear up. They stand gazing into the
perimeter of flame. Dwarfing them, it gradually advances its will
across the California soil, stretching upward to burn a hole in the
sky. Stretching to reunite with the gods of fire in the night sky.
Fighting this fire is a constant struggle, and there is no sleep for
those who wish it halted.
It is a moonless night, one of the firefighters notes, and John thinks of how maybe it is just a sunless
night. Either way the moon is out there, imperturbably lording some
bit of fate over the world, its oceans, its fish and its fishers.
Somewhere higher than John and the firefighters but lower than the
moon, fire and gravity play fiend to the group, and a branch,
incinerated, snaps. It careens, inexorably, as a spear on fire,
through the skull of Todd Jennings. He drops to his knees, his eyes
bursting with blood. He throws up and lands in it.
The firefighters stand, paralyzed. John begins to move in to check the
body, no longer Todd Jennings, when the body writhes and squirms,
launching itself upward. John falters backward and falls on his ass,
as the firefighters, their feet made of concrete or lead, watch in
horror as Jennings' body stops flailing and stares, eyeless, through
them.
John scrambles for his radio.
"DISPATCH! We've run into trouble, CHRIST!" is the understatement he manages before the body begins acting up again.
The body, with its antenna of flame and face covered in burst over-easy
eyes and sizzling blood, stands more erect and hisses. Then screeches
and yelps.
"This is Dispatch, what's wrong Goh?"
It
clicks and clacks its jaw and rushes forward, rearing his right arm
backward. With an arc of his arm and a claw of a hand, the body
effortlessly punctures the eyes of Cameron Dollio and rips down and
outward. John, thinking of the madness on Black Friday, the crowds
rushing and violently pushing and breaking eachother to get the better
deal first, is unable to respond to the radio.
Dollio's lip
comes with the hand as the body continues to tear. The body reaches
around and sputters blood into Dollio's ear before eviscerating it with
its teeth. Though wearing retardant gear, Dollio's body soon catches
fire from the increasingly engulfed body attacking him. Dollio's
corpse crumples to the ground.
John gets up, stumbles, and begins to run, as do the four others remaining. Two bodies chase and catch them with ease. One down, and fire is spreading more quickly toward the road they took to get here. The road where more firefighters, from the last shift, rest and recuperate. Two down, this time three bodies mutilating one, setting it aflame. Three down. Four down. John can see the road ahead where firetrucks and lights and tents with coffee and food wait idly. He begins hyperventilating, and removes his mask. Sputtering, he collapses.
The Elephant
Snuggled
tightly in a cocoon of Thomas Lee sheets and blankets, Samantha happily
watches a movie at midnight. The IKEA lights dimmed behind an IKEA
shelf, she peers over blankets, her eyes fixed upon her wall-mounted
60" Sony Bravia. She is watching George A. Romero's Dawn of the Dead.
Outside her window, down the alley and in the next yard, a man swings
open a gate and slams it shut. Hearing this and terrified of the
undead on the screen, Sam cuddles closer to a favorite Beanie Baby. A
Beanie Baby that was fifty dollars, and the one she wanted most for
Christmas one year. Current Value: six dollars or "priceless memory."
The man outside takes a moment to catch his breath and gather his
thoughts. He stares at the ground. Through the cracks of the fence,
and off the walls of the cobble-stone alleyway, orange light filters
into his mind. He runs through the yard and up a flight of wooden
stairs, spinning around to look over the fence. A wall of bodies,
aflame, rush through the beginning of the alley way, arms flailing
outward.
All this commotion has Sam up and out of her bed,
staring out her window. She sees the man ripping up wooden steps and
throwing them into her yard. Her condensed moisture words smash
against the window, "Fucking lunatic." Assuming it is one of the
city's ill-minded street denizens, she exits her room, the movie paused
with the hero pressing a pea-shooter to his temple.
On her back deck Sam, oblivious to the fires several yards down to her left, yells across to the man, "What the hell do you think you're doing?!" Un-phased, the man readies a hose over the railing facing the yard, leaving it on full blast. He begins banging on the door, but these people are out of town. He smashes his hand through the door and unlocks it. Baffled, Sam turns to go inside to get her cell phone to call the police. As she does this, she immediately understands the nature of the man's behavior. Standing there, in the cold night air, with the encroaching fire there in front of her, she is unable to move. Something about the sight of fire, whether vast or small but especially of this magnitude, renders a human transfixed. In awe.
An inhuman screech comes from across the yard. Crashing through a window is the man, hands gripping the shoulders of a flaming person. He falls on his back and yells out. With built adrenaline, he heaves the person up and through the railings of the deck opposite of Samantha. He picks the hose up and douses himself, putting out patches of flame. Finally he notices her. He begins to say something when the wall of flame reaches the back of their apartments. The man's gate busts open, several bodies falling through to the ground, which, covered in dry brush, catches immediately. In seconds, ten bodies pour through the opening and more climb over the fence. Scrambling to keep up with the larger bodies, children run with the pack, their flame flickering like a strobe light. The man directs the hose to them. Hearing the water sizzle, he realizes the amount of water he can utilize is fruitless and begins to run back into the apartment as bodies attempt to jump the gap in the stairs or climb the pillars of wood. This sets the deck on fire.
Sam, seeing several
flaming bodies jump her own fence, runs back inside. She runs through
the apartment, which seems enveloped in daylight. Reaching her front
door, she swings it open and heads downstairs. Outside, Samantha
witnesses a condensed demonstration of human nature.
On the
street several friends are running for a car. The foremost friend
stretches out his arm and unlocks his car ten feet away. This allows
he and all but one of his friends to jump in the car. The leave him,
halted by a horde of flaming zoo animals. A fiery elephant slaps the
hood with a crimson trunk and the driver crashes through the
windshield, his body sailing through the air and into the fire. The
driver catches flame, and runs for his car toward his friends who are
fighting each other to exit the vehicle.
"Over here,"
someone yells on Samantha's side of the street. The yeller, "Tom"
perhaps, struggles with a handful of keys, searching for the right
one. The left-behind friend, maybe "Fred," runs across the street.
Eventually Tom gets it and they enter, not noticing her, and drive
away.
The car takes a right turn past a CVS and
7-11 where the lights are off. They prematurely disappear from sight
when the man from the back deck steps in front of her, saying, "FOLLOW
ME, WE NEED TO GET IN THE BASEMENT!" as loud as he can. Samantha pees a little and passes out in the man's arms.
"Shit," he says.
AnswersSamantha awakens, her face smushed against cold slate. She pushes herself up and rubs her eyes. Her stranger-savior rocks back and forth, hands on his knees. She looks behind him, where the ancient iron doors are sealed.
"You can't begin to imagine the drugs they pumped into these things. Hunger amplification, high concentrations of melatonin, I don't know what they were trying to accomplish," Kristopher shakes words from his bruised head. "No, I didn't think this would happen."
Samantha contorts her face, puzzled. "Isn't that the stuff in your skin?"
"No," he responds. "Melatonin is in your brain. Regulates your rhythm, uh," he pauses-- straining his eyes in the darkness of the basement. He continues, "Sleep patterns, dreaming, belief in the supernatural even. Might be linked to the God gene, I don't know. Melatonin is triggered at night, in our brains. I remember when I was a kid, I got frightened by the dancing stuffed animals on the shelf next to my bed-- kids have a hard time discerning between reality at night because of melatonin and the developmental level of their brain."
Samantha pouts, remembering the flickering children. She thinks of something--How can insects have melatonin?-- to ask him to keep him talking. She is comforted by his knowledge.
Kristopher begins again, knowing that telling her something about how it started will release him of the burden. The longer winded he is about how it happened, the longer he can keep from thinking how it is happening. "Nearly all life has it, regulates the circadian rhythm, you know, the physiological cycle of day and night, night and day. They first discovered melatonin in insects back in the seventies--in the compound eyes of crickets. And when inducing more than was 'natural,'" he says, using facetious air-quotes with his fingers, "their night activity increased substantially." He chuckles, "Eventually eliminating day-time activity. Not the case, here, though. Not completely."
Samantha brews. At this point, Kristopher has run out of things to say to her. He doesn't feel he can communicate on her level, which, for him, is much lower than he is willing to venture. Able only to see dim reflections off his eyes and protruding cliff-face of a nose, she wonders aloud, "Why in their eyes? Is that the only way we can tell whether it is day or night? Can't we feel the sunlight or lack thereof on our skin?"
At
this, Kristopher perks up, remembering the gruesomely bloody candle-wax
face of a body, dripping gaps in the face, six inches from his own
face. "They don't have eyes, he says."
They launch into a verbal foray.
"You said you found these in a cave, right?"
"Right."
"Was there any light down there?"
"No, we had these heavy fucking helmets mounted with lights. You know, like Hollywood."
"You were in California," she smiles.
"Yeah, not twenty miles from the edge of the wild-fires."
The conversation dies with Samantha's last, sleepy thought, "Will they ever burn out?"
Kristopher begins to fall asleep as fire sweeps through the city,
conforming the minds of all willing beings. His last thought is of the
helicopter, bursting into flame--fading into the clouds. With Samantha
asleep, he removes a translucent box from the inside of his coat.
Within the box, a white mantis-like creature is stretched by hexagonal
distortions on the outside. Kristopher shakes his head as the inside
of the box ignites and extinguishes several times.
Abednego
Cabel
peers across an empty ocean. Antarctica is supposed to be here
somewhere. It would be hard to miss, but it is missing. One day, the
flaming bodies collectively decide to rush for the oceans. Every
survivor of the immortal flame that were the mysterious bodies, now
stands alone, against a tide of change-- across the face of their
planet, they must soon learn to survive. No longer will they subsist.
Visible gusts of air exit her lungs, and her lips begin to
crack and bleed. She looks to her right, to her father who stands
looking out into the blue oblivion with her. Words have yet to jump
his perfect ivory gap. Puffs of air cannot be seen coming from his
mouth. Cabel does not notice. She just leans against the wall of the
deck and rubs her gloved hands together and against her body. She
cannot remember arriving on the boat. Her last clear memory is of the
man who head butts her in an attempt to force her aboard a helicopter.
It happened so fast, she thinks.
"Abednego, goddamnit!
Abednego!" Cabel shakes a chain-linked fence with meat-hook fingers.
A security camera watches the sidewalk where she shakes the fence. It
pans to the surrounded parking lot. "HEY, HEY, I'M RIGHT HERE! YOU LET
ME IN YOU PIECE OF SHIT!"
"Yelling at the camera won't get
you inside." Two rows of perfectly straight pearly teeth meet her
teary-eyed gaze as she spins around. A man faces her, unreadable
behind huge bug-eyed reflective lenses. Red eyes and a pouting mouth
mirror her own.
"My father is missing, and they need to let me in here. Now."
"I understand," say the pearly teeth. A hand extends for hers. "My
name is Kristopher Elijah and I work here." They shake hands. Before
she can introduce herself, he continues. "What has your father told
you about Abednego?" He smiles for an answer.
"It's our
code-word. When I was little, he gave us a code-word, for safety. He
said if I ever needed him, I could come to his lab, and if I said
Abednego, the guards would have to let me in."
"Drag you in, maybe. Who did you say your father was?" he asks her.
"I didn't. I'm Cabel Fisher."
At this, Kristopher's smile evaporates.
"Follow me," he says.
Kristopher approaches a box on the gate. He retrieves a key from his
pocket and uses it to open the box. He removes his sunglasses and
hunches forward to place his eyes in front of the box.
"These things destroy your vision."
The gate creaks sideways, dragging itself on rolling wheels.
"I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but you should know," Kristopher begins. "I saw it. I experienced
it. Everything I saw profoundly changed me." He laughs, "And your
father, him too. But he actually has one. Or maybe one has him."
"What did you see?" Confusion strikes Cabel blind to Kristopher's
actions. They enter completely black room. Kristopher paces to the
back wall and plucks something from a rack. It clinks the keys in his
pocket, sounds like glass. They exit and keep walking.
"Where are we going?"
"To the roof?"
The building seems empty except for a few rooms they pass to the
elevator. In one, Cabel glimpses a man strapped to a bed, his muscle
exposed to the air. In another room a man is pulling organs out of a
body and placing them on a table. The body squirms but makes no sound
she can hear through the door. She throws up a little in her mouth and
grabs Kristopher's arm.
"What is this place," she says muffled, her hand over her mouth.
"We just wanted to make money off of suffering. That's the human
way." Before she can respond, he says they have reached the elevator.
He enters, but she does not. "Do you want to see your father?"
"Yes." She enters. The doors slide shut as a clicking and screeching
noise bellows somewhere in the hallway. The crashing sound of metal
against stone is the last thing they hear before the doors shut. They
look at each other.
Kristopher presses 5 and says, "I
saw everything beautiful in this world. Everything right. I got this
feeling, in the pit of my stomach, that we, as humans once had it
right. The oceans were crystal pools on the face of a green rock.
Before Prometheus, before the first revolution, we were not separate
from this world. I was stuck in this tiny hole down in a deep cave
with your father. We were looking to make money off of this new
species we had discovered. Incredible evolutionary abilities. We're
not even sure how what it does is possible, but we've witnessed it.
And, there I am, seeing into myself, my father, his father, our kind.
All our sins replayed in an instant. In that eerie mirror, where only
the light in my mind exists, I am overwhelmed with the horror I
witness. Our world burns as our moon tosses itself, crashes into our
surface, shattering. Splintering. I see the lives of each person,
each ancestor, played out and destroyed. I scream and tell your father
to pull me out, but he has gone. I don't know where. A few days
later, he shows up here--"
"But?"
The doors open to the fifth floor, which is essentially a hallway leading to a ladder.
"Your father is waiting for you on the roof" is the second to last thing he says to her, pointing to the ladder. The last thing he says to her, after she comes scrambling down the ladder minutes later is, "You have to go," right before head butting her.
On the boat, her father begins to speak, slowly.
"The bonding trestle of heart and mind. If only you could see as your
Leviathan sees, perhaps you would would understand as I do. As gods
do. Your fractious construction of lineage, your muddled
perception. Darkened shadow compressed to brilliant diamond threads,
all for you, undeserved."
"Dad."
No response.
"Father."
Nothing.
"Abednego"
Nothing.
She rears back. "I don't understand."
"You're not meant to understand. You never were. You are a flashlight in the dark. We are the dark."